I'm sure am not the only one who fears the unknown. Some face it by calling it risk taking; others on a need to know basis while others like me are very indecisive when it comes to fearful events or news.
The kind of fear am talking about can be defined as ; something that causes feelings of dread or apprehension; something a person is afraid of. Good example, am not a fan of hospitals and the worst part for me is the period one waits for the lab results. Why, the doctor makes me fear. wonder how? the statement; we need to run some tests. For me, everything stops at we need to run.
Am fearful of two main things. One the possibility that I may not study as i have dreamed of due to lack of funds. Applied for a loan, and every time I think am done with the process, there's always an extra form to fill in. Now its too late, school starts on Monday, I have not registered nor paid the fee. If I miss this chance have to wait another year. Start the process again.
According to the school, I have to pay first to get a registration number, for the government education loans body, I need a registration number to get the loan. WTF? anyone, help me out of this. It's really frustrating. Did I miss something here. What to do. Do I give up all together same myself. The other thing is that am not a quitter. Am a fighter. There must be a way.
I feel like am losing my find, every time I try and focus on something else, that pops up in my head. I hate loose ends and can't fully focus on anything else until I get it off my mind. Am stuck. I just want to cream as loud as I can, hard as I can and as many times as I can. Unless am on top of a mountain or at the grand cannon, it may not be possible.
I have tried to get feedback from my colleagues but all stuck. No way forward. Now am taking it global. Please readers, help me get a way.
The kind of fear am talking about can be defined as ; something that causes feelings of dread or apprehension; something a person is afraid of. Good example, am not a fan of hospitals and the worst part for me is the period one waits for the lab results. Why, the doctor makes me fear. wonder how? the statement; we need to run some tests. For me, everything stops at we need to run.
Am fearful of two main things. One the possibility that I may not study as i have dreamed of due to lack of funds. Applied for a loan, and every time I think am done with the process, there's always an extra form to fill in. Now its too late, school starts on Monday, I have not registered nor paid the fee. If I miss this chance have to wait another year. Start the process again.According to the school, I have to pay first to get a registration number, for the government education loans body, I need a registration number to get the loan. WTF? anyone, help me out of this. It's really frustrating. Did I miss something here. What to do. Do I give up all together same myself. The other thing is that am not a quitter. Am a fighter. There must be a way. I feel like am losing my find, every time I try and focus on something else, that pops up in my head. I hate loose ends and can't fully focus on anything else until I get it off my mind. Am stuck. I just want to cream as loud as I can, hard as I can and as many times as I can. Unless am on top of a mountain or at the grand cannon, it may not be possible.
I have tried to get feedback from my colleagues but all stuck. No way forward. Now am taking it global. Please readers, help me get a way.
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