Am am furious, no mad, no angry, no what! Is there a word that combines fury, anger, madness and everything nasty? If there's is that's how am feeling right now.
You can't believe what the fuck happened today. One thing for real, people who smile smile with you are up to finish you. This month I have been defending my work every other time because some people have in their mind that I'm not working. There's is something called ''prioritisation'' bitch and just because am able to utilise it better than you, it does mean my work is less worthy.
The Bible clearly states that don't try to remove speck in your neighbours eye while you have a log in yours. It funny how people see others faults and fail to see theirs. Yes, I admit I have done some wrong but have never ever sacrificed my pay check aka work for that. I do personal stuff when am done or in between.
I don't know what I ever did to anyone other than be polite and accommodate all their beings for a smooth run to my day to day life but it seems am getting too friendly with everybody. I need to set some boundaries, some limit a.k.a. keep to myself like I did last year and never had some of this bull shit am having now. You accuse me of wasting time while you are doing the same or worse since we have to listen to whatever you're listening to, work with your schedule and also mode or structure. It doesn't work that way.
It's got so bad that am having nightmares of this things juggled up with other affairs. I really feel betrayed and very openly being sacrificed. I wish they could simply take a step back, look at my performance in everything they have thrown at me and stop trying to use me as a scape goat when one thing fails. Stop shifting blame.
Lord help me calm down; Amen.
You can't believe what the fuck happened today. One thing for real, people who smile smile with you are up to finish you. This month I have been defending my work every other time because some people have in their mind that I'm not working. There's is something called ''prioritisation'' bitch and just because am able to utilise it better than you, it does mean my work is less worthy.
The Bible clearly states that don't try to remove speck in your neighbours eye while you have a log in yours. It funny how people see others faults and fail to see theirs. Yes, I admit I have done some wrong but have never ever sacrificed my pay check aka work for that. I do personal stuff when am done or in between.
I don't know what I ever did to anyone other than be polite and accommodate all their beings for a smooth run to my day to day life but it seems am getting too friendly with everybody. I need to set some boundaries, some limit a.k.a. keep to myself like I did last year and never had some of this bull shit am having now. You accuse me of wasting time while you are doing the same or worse since we have to listen to whatever you're listening to, work with your schedule and also mode or structure. It doesn't work that way.
It's got so bad that am having nightmares of this things juggled up with other affairs. I really feel betrayed and very openly being sacrificed. I wish they could simply take a step back, look at my performance in everything they have thrown at me and stop trying to use me as a scape goat when one thing fails. Stop shifting blame.
Lord help me calm down; Amen.
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